Saturday, December 20, 2008
I am... Meaner Than Ever
Thursday, December 18, 2008
What Will I Buy?
Sunday, December 14, 2008
My Furst Fur Thing!!!
Saturday, December 13, 2008
Photofunia Fun
You Can't See What I See
Friday, December 12, 2008
Undertone, Alluva Bar
Thursday, December 11, 2008
Non-Alco Night
By the way that Indo-designer-wannabe was there. What the fuck was he thinking, like he's short and look like a dump of muscles. Hmmm dont you think that designers should know the very basic of what's beautiful?
I decided not to come to Africa with Rick. First because Im broke, and second I think it would be too much for me. I nees sometime you know. He's leaving on the 20th, and I think he'll be back in mid January. Im gonna miss him, like I dont know how it's like not having him around!
Wednesday, December 10, 2008
New Life Resolution
1. Be smart. Use you head. Be strong again.
Tuesday, December 9, 2008
I Love Gossip Girl
Currently, I don't like you (you, not Gossip Girl).
Dream on people.
Nightmares, What Does It Mean?
I dreaming that I could fly. And I did it a few times. Two nights ago I dreamt that I could fly, and it was soooo real. Like I could feel myself floating and trying to concentrate to move to the direction Im going to. It was soooo cool. The shit thing about that dream was, in my dream, I was flying away from zombie-like people. They bite you, they dont eat you, they just bite. But then you turn into one of them. They're like zombie but they can think, they act like human being.
I was flying and avoiding everyone, I got to a tree branch, I met a friend there. A person I could trust. Then he somehow convinced me to carved some word on my chest, not deep just on my skin, but it bled. I flew again somewhere and I realised that the knife I used was contaminated with the zombie blood. So I was turning into one of them. Only I was better than everyone else, I was the first one of them who could fly...
And last night I dreamt that I was dating a model / some kind of adult movie star. He was hot, tall skinny and all. But then somehow I got in this jungle, and it was full of this HIV positive chimpanzee. And they bite you, and you can get HIV. Fucking scary eh?
I could only thing of one similarity to both of my dreams. I was running from something contagious. I dont know what it means. Tell me?
Sunday, December 7, 2008
Sunday Mess
Saturday, December 6, 2008
Fur The Sake Of It
I said, "But people have always eaten meat. Even the cavemen wear fur."
He said, "They did, but they also rape and kill people."
I screamed, "You're so meaaaaan! It's not the same!!"
He just smiled.
Then I asked him "How did you started being a vegetarian?"
He said, "They should just start planting vegetables."
I said, "What? But you know how much it would cost them to change into planting vegetables?"
At the end of the night, I decided, I would buy the fur scarf. Im a fashion person, I work for fashion, I love fashion, I would do all things that I can to support the fashion industry.
Thursday, December 4, 2008
Randomest Night
Went to Pogo, bitchy door bitch ass fat crap.
the rooftop was good, cheap drink
crowd was teenyboppers trying to be indie
its like bogan goes indie, clickclik mixed with bogan school
looking good enough to get my photos taken my photographers
went downstairs for the dance floor
good music, dj tranterco is back from america
went to fucking IQ
Mary couldnt go in coz she lost her passport
and um fucking bastards bouncers
went to this awesome blue tile bar across the street
awesome band, sexy.
Finally talked to Mary about things
went to Yah Yah's
Mary and Riri left
Me and Kiki join Denny at IQ
Met my ex there he looked so skinny
It was really weird
Had the worst pick up line in the world
"can you cook?" fucking hell
He should know that this is not an interview
to get a new maid or something, bitch
went home, get McD drive thru and
love you long tiiiiiiiime!
Baby You Drive Me Crazy
Wednesday, December 3, 2008
BBF
Tuesday, December 2, 2008
Hungover Talk
I think it's ok to cry
It's ok to spoil yourselves for a while
It's ok to sleep in
But I have decided today
That I'm gonna start walking again
Im not running, just slowly walking
Im just going to make sure
That my life is going on again :)
Sunday, November 30, 2008
Drunkasian Babes Dot Com
Oh what am I talking about? Oh well let me know if you think it's a good idea.
Saturday, November 29, 2008
New Casts
Thursday, going out with Vin, Greig, and even Joesh.
Friday, Rafael came over and chat till 1 in the morning.
Saturday, went out to a pirate party, dressed up like a pirate. Met Ed Jason Levana Estelle Jay Emma Chris and Matthew!
Grocery Shopping is a form of Relaxation
getting used to working
spending money like a moron again
listening to Al Green's Let's Stay Together,
for the sake of remembering someone
who was DJ-ing and played that song
for me
loving how Kiki and Riri been coming over
to my place every night for the past week
bored of my working suit
been meeting new friends
finally cooked sauerkraut
loving Kimbo coffee and
been having 2 cups each day
loving my new parfume
and um I feel scared of some activists
especially people who would
judge me because I dont know
lots of things about the world
worried about amar and his family cause
they're in Mumbai
aaaah, nothing I just wanna sleep.
Wednesday, November 26, 2008
Thursday Finally
Sunday, November 23, 2008
Quotes Of The Month
"When you live in a place for a long time you get so attached to it. I mean, you can live in hell, you get used to it and you find it hard when you have to move to somewhere else."
"I don't want to go to heaven. Heaven is boring."
Saturday, November 22, 2008
Stronger Than Me
I had a thought before, but may be I have unconsciously thought of it many times before. I think I wont be able to be with anyone for a while. I am really bitter at the moment. I feel fine, but sometimes I worry about myself. I worry about him too. And I think it is not my job to look after him anymore (I always try to remind myself that it was not my fault, and that it just didnt work) but I really cant expect him to be as strong as me. I dont know, but I know I will cry if I pick up the phone and talk to him. It is too soon, too soon. I need to build myself first before I get to help anyone.
I hope know it well enough to look after yourself. I hope you're fine, Bung.
My Perfect Saturday
Friday, November 21, 2008
Im Runway-ing to Mars!
cant wait till wednesday and thursday
coz im getting my pay and haircut
also looking forward to going out
looking fly hahahaha.
I love that song Mars by Fake Blood
I just kept thinking of fierceness when i hear it
hmmm I kinda wanna go to sexpo
just to see how its like
i have problems with insecure people
Like I mean, its normal and Ive been there
but geez its so tiring dealing with their shit
I mean, whats with people calling to
apologize for something he thought he did wrong
the fuck with that get a life
and whats with people making me as their
benchmark, or standard or like an
approval board. Get fucked.
I dont live for people like that
get over yourself seriously
I have a life too you know
I have feelings too you know
and just so I can say this to people
and my friends who had said to me
that Im lucky that Tim had wanted me back
Im not angry but I just thought
why did you think it was any easier?
Wednesday, November 12, 2008
Whore, Ho, Homo
want a haircut
need moisturiser
need new shaving kit
want to buy paintings
getting married with Mat
cant wait to wear-
my new Jack London suit to work
need lotsa money
being so bitter about those people-
who think they know how to save the world
attending too many birthday dinner and drinks
hate the heat
missing air con
want new clothes
want new ties
want new shirt for work
need money to renew my pilates membership
need to lose weight
love my friends
dont want my friends to leave
just nervous about work
Monday, November 10, 2008
Friday, November 7, 2008
You and The Night, and The Alcohol, and The Music.
So last night we met again. His name is Rick. After hours of drunk chat, and alcohol, and cigarettes, I found something really interesting about. I meant it was nothing special, but I found it so liberating to talk to this guy who only work as a bartender, didnt go to uni, but saving his money to travel, and then after that he's going to work again and hopefully earn enough money to go to uni and do a course in Marine Biology.
I somehow started thinking, what's the point of stressing out about getting a good job right now, when you have plenty of time to do it. And while you're doing it you also enjoy life. You live and you learn, you experience things and you're free.
I think he found it funny that my parents still pay for everything but Im acting like a robot. I dont really feel things because I've planned all things I want and need to do in my life. We kinda joke about that. And another shot of tequila. And we made out, another shot of sambuca and we left the place, holding hand, kissing. Make out again behind a container near section 8. And I just wanna stop thinking. I wanna feel things, I know that I dont have to get things in control because I know and he knows that there's nothing to worry about. Another shot of sambuca somewhere else, and then we planned to go to Africa in January.
Wednesday, November 5, 2008
Hope Vs Fear
Monday, November 3, 2008
Great People, Fugly Relationships
I'll give you examples.
1. Miss Editor, great friend of mine. Dated an ugly Indonesian boy. He asked her out, but then he couldnt commit to it. He simply put her after his soccer team, and his friends. At the end he was scared of meeting her? He hid from her? He couldnt even break it like gentlemen. F*cking asshole.
2. Miss Friendly Neighbour. A guy dated her, asked her to be in relationship with him. She said I need sometime, and the next day she found out he just got into a relationship with her bestfriend. Her bestfriend didn't know that he approached Ms Neighbour though. Full on another asshole title for this moron.
3. Miss Smart Bestfriend. My bestfriend for 7 years. A guys asked her out, and she was initially scared of being in a relationship, but she thought she'd give love a chance this time. 3 months later, she started to fall in love with him, only to find him cheating with another girl. Asshole + worst in bed of the century.
4. Miss Sexy Designer. My bestfriend's sister. Hot and successful girl, but stuck in a long 7 years of fugly relationship, and I mean it involves him cheating, and abusing her. Manipulative asshole.
Ah thats all for now. Tell me if you have some stories, or just tell me if Im wrong.
Sunday, November 2, 2008
Dream, Race and Reality.
Sunday, October 19, 2008
My Song!!!
For you all who knows what's happening to me lately. Ima say Im fine and I love this song!!!
Mary J Blige - Just Fine Lyrics
You know I love music
And every time I hear something hot
It makes me wanna move
It makes me wanna have fun
But it’s something about this joint right here
This joint right here
Its makes me wanna…..Woooh
Let it go……
Can’t let this thing called love get away from you
Feel free right now, going do what you want to do
Can’t let nobody take it away, from you, from me, from we
No time for moping around, are you kidding?
And no time for negative vibes, cause I’m winning
It’s been a long week, I put in my hardest
Gonna live my life, feels so good to get it right
So I like what I see when I’m looking at me
When I’m walking past the mirror
No stress through the night, at a time in my life
Ain’t worried about if you feel it
Got my head on straight, I got my mind right
I aint gonna let you kill it
You see I wouldn’t change my life, my life’s just…..
Fine, fine, fine, fine, fine, fine, ooooh
Fine, fine, fine, fine, fine, fine, ooooh
Just fine, fine, fine, fine, fine, fine, ooooh
You see I wouldn’t change my life, my life’s just fine
Feels so good, when you’re doing all the things that you want to do
Get the best out of life, treat yourself to something new
Keep your head up high
In yourself, believe in you, believe in me
Having a really good time, I’m not complaining
And I’m a still wear a smile if it raining
I got to enjoy myself regardless
I appreciate life, I’m so glad I got mine
So I like what I see when I’m looking at me
When I’m walking past the mirror
Aint worried about you and what you gonna do
I’m a lady so I must stay classy
Got to keep it hot, keep it together
If I want to get better
You see I wouldn’t change my life, my life’s just…..
Fine, fine, fine, fine, fine, fine, ooooh
Fine, fine, fine, fine, fine, fine, ooooh
Just fine, fine, fine, fine, fine, fine, ooooh
You see I won’t change my life, my life’s just fine
I aint gon’ let nothing get in my way
(I ain’t gone let nobody bring me down, no, no, no)
No matter what nobody has to say
(No way, no way, no way)
I ain’t gon’ let nothing get in my way
No matter what nobody has to say
Feels so good, when you’re doing all the things that you want to do
Get the best out of life, treat yourself to something new
It’s a really good thing to say
That I won’t change my life, my life’s just fine
Fine, fine, fine, fine, fine, fine, ooooh
Fine, fine, fine, fine, fine, fine, ooooh
Just fine, fine, fine, fine, fine, fine, ooooh
You see I won’t change my life, my life’s just fine
So I like what I see when I’m looking at me
When I’m walking past the mirror
No stress through the night, at a time in my life
Ain’t worried about if you feel it
Got my head on straight, I got my mind right
I ain’t gonna let you kill it
You see I wouldn’t change my life, my life’s just…..
Fine, fine, fine, fine, fine, fine, ooooh
Fine, fine, fine, fine, fine, fine, ooooh
Just fine, fine, fine, fine, fine, fine, ooooh
You see I wouldn’t change my life, my life’s just fine
Wednesday, October 15, 2008
Sketches. Materialist Inspired.
Anyway, I thought this song would suits the materialisticness, like the plasctisness, and ambition to become riiiiiiiiich...
Ah anyway the first sketch I was thinking of Holly Gollightly slash Rita G on Kanye's video. Like how cool is thinking that modern day Holly killed Kanye?
Monday, October 13, 2008
America's Next Tyra's Mini Me
Friday, October 3, 2008
Entertain Me Please
The Whitest Boy Alive - Golden Cage (Fred Falke Remix)
I'm such a mess...
just wanna say I feel like Im such a mess lately. I need a job. I feel so bored 24/7 I feel like my life is so dull at the moment. I dunno.
Wednesday, September 10, 2008
Love Love Jamie Lidell
And then I found out more about like a few weeks ago in a friends house party, and I really think that he's just better than ever. His voice is more soulful, more mature, and love the songs. Im planning to get his album for sure. Check out my favourite songs so far.
and
By the way dont you think he's like cute in a quirky kinda way? Ok if you like him, but the album ok.
Saturday, August 30, 2008
No InnerPeace At The Moment
Im just totally annoyed with shit. I dunno I feel grumpy. I hate this shitty keyboard im using atm. Fuck that shit, i wanna just break it. And excuse my fucking swearing. I dont even know what else Im gonna say. BUt Im thinking of changing my Blog's name, like I want something realer. Something real you know. Its like not just talking shit and being like supposedly good things, I wanna just be real not like some highschool kids talk. Nothing like Tyra Banks Show, just being able to say if you're fat, you're fat, instead of "one of my mission is to change people's perspective about beauty." Just say it, Kiss My Fat Ass.
I'm gainning weight like crazy. I can finally say, I used to be one of those lucky people who eats a lot and stay thin. Ah shut me up, im trying that french diet.
I dont like people who just say things for the sake of being politically correct without actually knowing why it is the right thing and without actually believing it. Hello, kinder kids can do that, so be smart and mean what you say.
Ah Im finally going to renew my fashion sense while trying to lose weight. Im so bored here, i feel like the first thing Ima do when Im back would be, getting some drinks alone in section 8, passed out just right when Im home, so I dont have to fucking deal with my the new and great deco since I have nothing to do with it. The next day, Art Deco Exhibition in NGV and then probly Stephens Fashion Show. Get drunk again and pass out.
I dunno what Im talking about. Bye, I miss you all and I miss my oldself.
Thursday, August 28, 2008
Next Year's
Monday, August 11, 2008
Ms McSlut - The Holy War part one.
There was a new guy in town. He was tall, handsome, rich, and available. This time, Ms McSlut faced her biggest enemy, Ms Starr Von Ebie... Both of them were competing to get this most eligible bachelor; Mr. George S Faaka. Who would be winner?
Friday, August 8, 2008
Lomography
They're from here.
And this awesome one is from this blog.
Ok thats all for now, I wanna get the camera, I hope one day I can upload my own lomo pics.
Sunday, August 3, 2008
Thursday, July 31, 2008
Ms McSlut, Mr Faaka and Ms Von Ebie
There was a new guy in town. He was tall, handsome, rich, and available. This time, Ms McSlut faced her biggest enemy, Ms Starr Von Ebie... Both of them were competing to get this most eligible bachelor; Mr. George S Faaka. Who would be winner?
to be continued...
Tuesday, July 29, 2008
MIFF so far...
Sketches, Native American Inspired
I might upload some more, purely for self-indulgent reason, when I draw some more (wink). And um here are some songs I'd play for my fashion show; The Knife - Marble House, The Cribs - Men's Need, and of course MGMT - Kids...
Friday, July 25, 2008
There's Only One Naomi...
Wednesday, July 23, 2008
Another 'What Not To Do'
Ms Slutty McSlut, and Krispy Kreme
In the fashion capital of Australia, one lady tried to prove to the whole world that she's Ms. All that thang. She tried so hard to look the best everytime she woke up in the morning. In her mind, she think a lot about how people would think of her if she did this and that to her hair, what would the guys think of her boobs and her booty if she wears this outfit or that outfit. Yes, it was like that in the morning for Ms Slutty McSlut.
One morning she heard about the opening of Krispy Kreme store in corner of Collins and Spencer. She thought that would be the best idea to meet lotsa guys. And she would be able to flirt with them all. So Ms Slutty McSlut went to Krispy Kreme, struttin her stuffs on the way there. She lined up immediately when she saw this easily fuckable guy lining in front of her.
She said, "Excuse me... Do you know that I love krispy Kreme so much..."The cute guy said, "Yes its nice--""Do u know that Krispy Kreme makes me bigger? And I mean bigger and juicy..." Ms Slutty McSlut slightly looked down to see her boobs, and then she checked out her booty. And she laughed.The guy was somehow surprised. That never happened to him before considering he was not a good looking guy and he did not have a job. The last time he got laid was in 1987 when he was in Bon Jovi Super Concert.But he was nice enaugh to ask her, "Miss do you realise what you've just said?"Ms Slutty McSlut nodded sensually. "And I can eat lotsa donuts..."
That was how Ms Slutty McSlut flirt with guys. Random Guys. They talked for a while, while waiting for they're Krispy Kreme. He bought he 2 dozens of original glazed. He said, he'd like to see her getting bigger. And she nodded sensually again. They ended up spending the night together and hot sex, on top.
He thought she was really hot. But he remembered he was married with 5 kids. So he has to leave Ms Slutty McSlut soon after their extremely undeniably fucking hot sex. And Ms Slutty could only looked at him sneaking out from her bedroom. She thought about it and she knew it happened before. She wanted to call her ex-best friend, B, but B would just scream at her (like he always do). So she did her best trick. She finished the whole 2 dozens of donuts and looked at herself in the mirror... what should I do with my hair tommorow and what should I wear? And all of a sudden all her pain was gone. Just like dat.
That was always the days in Ms Slutty McSlut's life...
to be continued....
Funny Eww-ey Facebook Shit.
Saturday, July 19, 2008
Inner-Peace 101
Friday, July 18, 2008
Another Attempt To Put Up Video!
The Curse of Hot Chocolate
Lanvin... I still love you but...
and Spring Summer 2009... These are my favourites but I reckon they're not as good as last year's?
Wednesday, July 16, 2008
Bitch Please...
I just hope the judges wont keep him there for long. I hope they dont see him as a good show. I should call fashion agencies and warn them about the grossness of this... something.
Dont We Love Giant Squid?
I was just thinking, I think i only knew that giant squid really exist about three years ago. I went with a few friends to Melbourne Aquarium to see the frozen one. And I thought, 'man, this thing is real'
I mean, i thought it was just like a myth, like mermaids and loch ness monster. But giant squids are real? Do people know this from back then, or am I just too stupid to know that?
Ah by the way i had fun watching videos about loch ness monsters on youtube. Just search it, they're cool video. You can tell that some people work so hard to fake it! Just search it, since i still dont know how to upload videos from youtuuuuuuuuube!
Wait, im not done yet. May be, in the past, kinda primitive time, floating dead giant squid was considered a blessing from god. Or most likely to be a sign for fiesta time!!! Imagine one giant squid can feed the whole tribe. Now i want takoyaki.
And didnt we read, Popbitch edition 403 "The Hawaiian creation myth suggests that the octopusis the only survivor from a former alien universe."
Cool animal. Cooooool Animaaaaaaaaaal!!!
Yes and i think the camera guy is cute hehehehehe.
Im getting used to this...
Giant Squid Dissection!
Visit http://museumvictoria.com.au/ Thursday, 17th july from 11.30! I know it coz an old friend of mine is filming it. Dont miss it.