Friday, January 30, 2009

Fuck-You Lines

"I felt so lost back then. Come to think of I wouldn't wanna be friends with half of the people I know"

Jarome Jackson

"I have so many days when I felt really tired, and I felt like giving up. It was that kind of time when my head told me that I should just go out and buy things, go shopping, eat good meal and wine, and then party. And I certainly wouldn't feel sorry to Sofie. But I knew I had to grow up, so I stayed home and took some panadol and a bottle of beer."

Jarome Jackson's attempt to saving the world

Saturday, January 24, 2009

It Is Just Maaaaaaaaaaarvelous!

Currently:

Im so bugged that I have to work tomorrow
It sucks even more that everyone is going out
Watching a lot of Audrey Hepburn again and again
Love the line, "It is just maaaaaaaaaaaarvelous"
Im gonna start saying that line
I dare to say I want to be Holly Golightly
And I dont understand why Truman Capote wanted
Marilyn Monroe as Holly?
I could only picture Audrey as Holly
So determined to start dieting again
This time Im using Karl Lagerfeld's diet
Im gonna try it for 2 weeks.
So will be eating meat, vegies, and fish.
Which mean Im cooking thyme lemon steak tmrw
I want to get new job because I need the money!!!
I like to sleep (next to a cutie)
Im in the mood for reading, especially biography
Loved the book, Mao's Last Dancer
But I wouldnt've done what he'd done if I were him
Currently reading Dior by Dior.
Mwa mwa
It is just maaaaaaaaaaarvelous!

Saturday, January 17, 2009

Camberwel Market Is Blue!




Andreas Gursky at NGV

I went to Andreas Gursky's exhibition at NGV yesterday. I'm telling you the truth, I stayed there longer that I thought I would be. First impression was, damn, those photos are huuuuge! But yeah, Gursky's work are full of details, even the smallest object looks very clear, so they have to be huuuuuuuuge so we can see everything.

Im not that kind of artsy-fartsy person. Honestly, I like art, but I dont know things about it. I went to exhibitions because I enjoy looking at art works. Sometimes, I try to interpret what I see, but I think Im more often to admire it and try to imagine how that was made. I like thinking about the process.

So when I saw Gursky's photos, I was in an awe. All of them are taken from some position which I can't even think of. Where was he when he was taking them? It was taken from a plane, or I dunno where. I like how he took it from the 'priviledge point'. It's maaaaaarvelous. Also, I like the details, his architectural objects and also his message about globalisation.
Anyhow, I'd like to show you some of my most favourite.


This one is Kamiokande. If you look closer you would see 2 people on small boats. I didn't know what this is, but it looked so grand, so glamourous, it's like golden orbs hanging on a giant cave's wall on a river. It was so beautiful, it made hip-hop video background lights looks boring. I made some research on the name, and I found out that Kamiokande is a neutrino observatory lab in Japan. I couldn't possibly try to find any message or interpretation in it because it is simply one of the best thing I have ever seen in my life.


My second favourite would be Montparnasse. It was a photo of a block of apartment in France, they building itself looks simple, just like any other apartment building, built in the modern art era. May be you can't see it from this small picture, but actually there are a lot of colour in it. Soft colours, different in each apartment unit, this soft colours create something very dynamic, and so pretty, you would stare at it for a long time. Moreover, in each window you can see the details of what's on the inside, what these people are doing, you can see someone's lacey curtain, and even someone's little aquarium. I asked the guide there how he could possibly made it. She said, Gursky used multiple camera, took each one of the apartment details and stitch them together with digital technology. Also, the colours, he added some colour to it. It was again maaaaaaaarvelous, amazing how he created a painting effect in his art works.

The two photographs above are Madonna, and Pyongyang I. I like them both being in the same room, next to each other, while showing two different things. The first one is taken during one of Madonna's concert, you can actually see her in the left handside, on the stage, and around her are all the fans watching her and admiring her. Again details is shown with excellent clarity, you can see the audience's face! On the other hand, Pyongyang I was also about admiring someone, but in a very different way. In this case children are forming lines, make pictures with colour cards, and dance with pompoms in order to give respect and admire the Leader of North Korea. I think it's almost like militery to form lines like that. So, yeah, some theme but yet so different. Get it?

Wednesday, January 14, 2009

Rib Case Suit


Another one from Back To Black Collection. It's a suit, but I wanted to make a tiered satin details. Just like a rib case. Like very gothic-y and yeah. Whatever.

Damn, I Can't Buy New Friends!

Currently:

Thinking that David Jones probably won't keep me coz Im too old.
"How the fuck did I spend $1000 in a week?"
Might have to cancel plan to Japan, no money.
I realised saving money is fucking hard
Been having fun with that guilty pleasure guy, in my head.
Happy with the wooden table I found in trash area.
Need to do more watercolour painting, love it.
Want to go to NGV for Gursky and Fashion thing.
Im getting tired of clubbing and getting excessively drunk.
Might have to stay home and just cook and clean some mess.
I need money, so I need to apply for new jobs.
Probably accounting job, better money.
I want to go get groceries and cook meatballs.
I want to go to a cafe and read my book.
Need serious fashion update.
Scared of summer, I hope for 27 degree max only.
It's time to get my act together.

Anita O' Anita

Last night, just tipsy enough and this song. Ah one cigarette and maaaarvelous!

Monday, January 5, 2009

Back To Black Collection

I've been so inspired by Amy Winehouse's Back To Black, in fact I straight away changed my facebook status to " is back to black" the moment I broke up with my ex. I watched the video so many times, listened to the song a million times, and I realised it was trus, when you get out of a serious relationship some part of you died. Like in the video, RIP the heart of Amy Winehouse.


So I was then inspired to make this Back To Black collection, it was all about a funeral, the death of a relationship. I wanted to make it dark, almost like gothic-y but still very chic. Also, I wanted to portray the many phases of what I went through from the break up. I mean like, the bitterness, the denial and pretending to be strong again, and also my drunk phase. These drawings and sketches means a lot to me it's more special than what I have done before.







Ps. The Coloured drawing is supposed to be the same outfit with drawing number 6...

For the coolest Back to Black cover by Rumble Strips click here

Sunday, January 4, 2009

Is It Worth It?

Happy New Year!

I cant believe Im gonna be writing like a sad thing in my first blog entry for this year. It's like, I've been questioning things in my head.

First one is to my sister who I suspected to have gotten married with her boyfriend. Long story short, I dont think he's a good guy. I think he is just a liar, not a good guy, and the way he treated my Mom is just very disrespectful. Even more, since my father passed away almost 10 years ago, it became my responsibility according to the Javanese culture to get the right guy to marry my sister. Not really, I mean she had to get my permision to marry the guy she loves. Like without my consent the marriage won't be real, like it won't be a real thing.

Thing is, she doesnt have to do that if I had died, like she had no more brothers. So when I finally got enough evidence that I think she had secretly married this asshole, I thought, am I dead to her?

And the question I had in mind is, "Is it that worth it? Is she really that happy with this person? Is it worth it to backstab you own Mom and brother, just to be with the person you love?"

Second question, I ask myself, "Is it worth it to leave your family when you were only 16, so that you can grow up and see the world, where you could've stayed with them and make sure things are right with your family?"