I Think I'm Just Really Tired

Im really tired

I couldnt sleep last night

I'm tired of trouble people at work

Like, I like it how it teaches me a lot

and Im pretty much in control of things

all the time

Im always in control all the time

sometimes I just wish that I can let go

just let my guard down

and pass on that control to someone

I want to go home thinking that

someone have had some things

under control for me

I dont even want to think of

a lot of things when I go home

thats why Im a bit bugged

with people asking me about my NYE plan

I mean, we'll definitely meet up that night

just dont ask me what's going to happen

make your plan, and I'll see what I can do

stop relying on me to plan your night

I just wanna go. thats all.