and I couldn't stop thinking about him
I've always been so insecure about this
Im scared that my friends would chose
my ex's side and left me
Im scared that
I was never good enough for the world
and not good enough for him
not good enough for my friends
I hate thinking that all my friends
like my ex, but my ex's friends didnt care about me
And suddenly I remember that he's a great guy
it wouldn't be hard for him
to get someone to replace me
and then they would start talking about me
and he would say,
'Jarome's superficial, materialistic, and arrogant.'
'he's just one of the retail guys, he works for DJs'
and that's all it took to ruin
my sales supervisor promotion high.
at the end of it I just realised that
it doesn't matter how far I've gone
but Im still nothing for him
I mean, Im happy with all things
that I've achieved this past year
but, I still feel like there's a lot of things out there
that I have to achieve, and I still feel like a nobody.
May be I should start doing something
that matters to the world...
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