Shake Your Money Maker!

Hey babe...

just want to tell you

that work has been so stressing these days

I mean, first of all with the plan to be a supervisor

like, lately all the manager's been testing me

like giving me some task to delegate things

and I did make it but it was so hard

considering all the people in my floor are friends

moreover my manager's been telling me

that I can't afford to make mistakes like going

on long breaks, or going between 12 to 2pm

and he told me not to hang out with people

he sees as unprofessional

and it's just kinda getting to me lately

since they opened women's store in the weekend

like all the important people were always around

so I cant help feeling like I have to be

in my best behavior all the time.

And the biggest challenge would be

pushing the sales for Armani

like, Im new with the whole working in boutique

and especially Armani, it's actually very hard to sell

and last weekend we did really well

but like, for some reason sales drop again

and we didnt even make the budget for the week

worse thing is that people's comments

have been really disheartening

some even say that it is David Jones mistake

to replace the old Armani people with me

since they have 9 years of experience in that boutique

and changing the sales representatives doesn't help

the sale.

But honestly I dont agree with that

because I know I kick ass in Armani

people just have to give me sometime

And being a good boutique manager

doesnt only revolve around selling

These old guys dont do anything to look after

the stocks, they don't work to represent the brand

and that's why Armani's been going down...

I wish that people would see that

I mean, I wish I can do better in Armani but

what else can I do?

I've done my best.

And I hope that the sales budget doesnt affect

my chance of getting the promotion.

Ah well, enough of this negativity

it's all the part of business isnt it?

so right now, Im just gonna shake my money maker!

Complete Summer Look

Including Uniqlo top from Sasha, and Vintage Belt from Denny, and blazer from Camberwell market.

Like, I Don't Date Wowsers

Hey boys...

There is nothing worse than

a guy who only date specific race background

eg. rice queen and pasta queen.

there is nothing worse than

guys who thinks he's all that

when in real life he's so fucking clumsy

like dropsy kind of clumsy

and I left my phone in the cafe kind of clumsy

there is nothing worse than

guys who think he's cool but he's not

there is nothing worse than

guys who is so south yarra snobbish

and thinks that by being south yarra clean

he's better than the rest of the world

there is nothing worse than

guys who cant make a decision and complain a lot

there is nothing worse than

guy who only wants to talk about his own

shit self, even though it's so fucking boring

there is nothing worse than

guys who ask you for compliments

and on top of that very self-centred

and wants to be the centre of attention

for example, he gets offended because you

gotta meet your best friends kinda needy shit.

So any sign of wowsers just staaaaay awaaaay

you dont even want to hang out with them

they waste your time.

I'm Just a Bitch

Hey babes...

went to the Somewhere Gallery opening

last week, and it was baaaaad.

Like, the Gallery was nice but

I was again face to face with the Melbourne's coolzies

I mean they're ok, but I never like try hards

I never like doing things to impress

I dont like non-practical things only for social status

Well that day it was about 36 degrees

the gallery was on the third floor

and there wasn't any air-con

it was like hell

and the hell turned into fashionista wannabe hell

These coolzies were wearing jackets, black winter jackets

and like another jacket with fur and feather trimming

pointy shoes, socks...

And for sure Fatso Hayley were there

with her famous slimming leggings and

fringey bag taking photos of the coolzies

hmmmm she gotta lose weight before anyone

can take her seriously.

I happened to go with a loser

who by the way chickened out after

he saw all the sea of coolzies

he wasn't going in, but I made him do

was there for only a minute

and then we left, and it made me one bitch and a half.

Just So You Know

Just so you know

you dont know me, until

you find out that Im such a conniving bitch

and hear me out, that I will not forget one single shit you did

until I get back to you, fair and square

you won't realize it now

but most of my plan are long term anyway

so dont you fucking mess with me

because. say, soon you'll fucking realise

that things are fucked and you know why...

mwa, love you.

It's Amazing What I Can Do

hey babes...

I got a new smell

I smell Tom Ford Grey Vetiver

Enia chose it for me

Last time she chose YSL La Nuit De L'Homme

I love it too!

I love having those musky, smoky

some kinda mature, sexy, and sophisticated smell.

Like, tell me it's silly

but like I think now I can pull off

those scent because I wear suits...

By the way, I managed to get

the third person for Armani

I got Matthew in my team

He is just such a pro

He was the golden boy of the department

we started working together,

so pretty much we grew in the business together

and I just cant wait to have that dynamic in Armani...

The shit thing about Armani is that

my store wont be refurbished until February

which is so annoying because everything else

has been refurbished.

And Armani doesnt do discount as often as the others

on top of that bad buying decision

that means all of those combo makes it hard to sell...

Anyway I had a ciggy outside work yesterday

My old Manager who now works in

women's shoes department, talked to me

"I'd love you to supervise my area."

I said, I'd think about that.

And then she told me the story

"Did Louis tell you that your name

is highlighted as a potential supervisor

in the general meeting?"

I said, no.

"Well, you couldve been a supervisor right now,

but Louis wanted you to supervise his area,

but as everyone knows it, mens suits is the

shark pool. Amy and Matt didn't think you're

ready for that. You need to start from a smaller

department."

I thought, I couldve been a supervisor

and Louis gave me Armani?

And all that only because he wants to keep me in suits?

"Badra, so why not come with me, tell Amy

that you want to supervise, that's all you need

to do. That's the only way you make your way up.

It will open more possibilities, even for a manager job..."

Now, I need to plan things,

I want to make sure that I dont burn bridges

I wanna do it nicely, but hopefully,

December or January.

Day Dreaming

hey babes...

went to RMIT to check out

the fashion merchandising course

I'm planning to do it next year

you know, I want to reach my dream

I want to be a designer one day

or may be a CEO in a fashion house

but yeah, I found out that

the course that I want to do is

still too fucking expensive for me

I could only get a year of govt help

and then I'll be paying around $9000 a year

and like, how can I pay that much money?

sometimes things like this make me feel so small

sometimes things make it feel so unreachable

right now Im really kinda feeling so frustrated

It's all I want and yet it seems so far away

I just really hope that one day

it will all come true.

Loving The Memories. Not The Mann?

hey babes...

Ive been remembering a lot of things

about my ex, like fun stuff

I'd say things that I miss about us

I miss being the power couple

missing joking around with him

the so often occasional kisses

missing grabbing his arm, and

walking next to him

and I thought, do I miss him?

do I want him back?

For a moment I thought may be

I wanted him back

like, I came to realize that this past year

I had to be alone because I need to prove it

to myself. I mean, this whole break up

destroyed my self trust and confidence

and I just had to prove it to myself

that Im still as strong, I had to rebuild myself

I've realized that I am now stronger than ever.

So basically, considering that now I have

more control in everything, and Im sure

I can control the relationship even better

so, there is a slight ok sign to getting back with him

but hmmmm... I dont think so...

when I think of it again, I dont miss everything

I only miss the good memories

and when that happens, you forget about

the shit memories.

I think, I only miss the memories,

not the Mann...