Im Runway-ing to Mars!

Currently:

cant wait till wednesday and thursday
coz im getting my pay and haircut
also looking forward to going out
looking fly hahahaha.
I love that song Mars by Fake Blood
I just kept thinking of fierceness when i hear it
hmmm I kinda wanna go to sexpo
just to see how its like
i have problems with insecure people
Like I mean, its normal and Ive been there
but geez its so tiring dealing with their shit
I mean, whats with people calling to
apologize for something he thought he did wrong
the fuck with that get a life
and whats with people making me as their
benchmark, or standard or like an
approval board. Get fucked.
I dont live for people like that
get over yourself seriously
I have a life too you know
I have feelings too you know
and just so I can say this to people
and my friends who had said to me
that Im lucky that Tim had wanted me back
Im not angry but I just thought
why did you think it was any easier?

Whore, Ho, Homo

me currently:

want a haircut
need moisturiser
need new shaving kit
want to buy paintings
getting married with Mat
cant wait to wear-
my new Jack London suit to work
need lotsa money
being so bitter about those people-
who think they know how to save the world
attending too many birthday dinner and drinks
hate the heat
missing air con
want new clothes
want new ties
want new shirt for work
need money to renew my pilates membership
need to lose weight
love my friends
dont want my friends to leave
just nervous about work